new day:)

“Another page turns on the calendar, April now, not March.

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I am spinning the silk threads of my story, weaving the fabric of my world...I spun out of control. Eating was hard. Breathing was hard. Living was hardest.

I wanted to swallow the bitter seeds of forgetfulness...Somehow, I dragged myself out of the dark and asked for help.

I spin and weave and knit my words and visions until a life starts to take shape.

There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore.

I am thawing.” 
----Wintergirls

i think this quote is perfect for today's post.. because it's in April, because I'm getting better, because I feel happy. My mom's been meeting me every day at school to eat lunch with me, and monitoring my other meals too. I was really upset about this at first, but I actually think it's been good! I'm very happy! And i think things are going in the right direction! So, thank God.