relapse.

So, i messed up today. I was really upset because my antibiotics for a cough I had last week have been making me throw up, so it's been really hard to keep any food down. And I cut my wrists, pretty badly.
But here's the thing!
This is Lent, right? the time when we're supposed to be sacrificing our hurts and pains together with Christ. and even though these cuts are self-inflicted, they still hurt. And good can still come of them, right? So I've decided to offer up the pain resulting from the cutting, for Christ. To make up for the fact that I did it myself. This can be a time of healing, if I make it that.

God is good, and He will help me through  this time.
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