misery loves its company.

Today, i was just looking up anorexia, just to see how other people feel about it, and learn more about my condition. A blog came up in the search results. a pro-anorexia blog. girls post how they feel on it, how much they've lost or how much theyve gained. and the actual blog has pictures of thin models for "inspiration." These poor girls feed off each other's self-hatred. The more i read about this blog, it made me want to lose more weight. despite the fact that every post was unhappy. speaking of how much these girls each hated themselves, their bodies, their lives. It was heartbreaking to read. how did Clara gain so much power? These girls drag themselves and each other deeper into their depression. It's so terribly wrong. I know if i let myself read this blog and ones like it, it'd become easier and easier to stop eating completely. I'm adding every girl who reads blogs like this to my prayers. <3