the world is lying to you.

i saw this picture online one day. doesn't it speak to you? look at that girl. I think she's lovely. I think she's beautiful! but she's just like me inside, and that makes me sad for her. Because that's all we little anorexics really want. I don't want to die, I don't want to look sick, but i want to be the skinniest. I want to be lovely.

then i saw this picture a while ago. BAM. there it is. "Hey girls, look at this. We'll show you the beauty of anorexia, and hide all that is ugly. No, you don't need to see her hunger, her starvation, her knobby bones. We'll show you false beauty and smoothness. Just you try to attain it."
 And we do. We fall for the lies of the world, the lies that Clara tells us.

It's all a lie!

let go already!


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